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Just as It Is​-​ness: How long? Vol. 2

by Nic Briscoe

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1.
Ctopodova! (Стопудово! = For Sure!) I've been sitting on this mountain top For several days on end I seen things I could not conceive And don't claim to comprehend Pilgrims, monks n'murderes And wolves that come in the night (вообще) N'little Ramazan's lookin' at me Wondering if I'll sing off key In the land where a 'B'ers a 'V'er And a 'Y's an Ooo Little east European trip Help me lift my heart out of this pit And think it over Ctopodova I've been sleeping in this cave now For several nights on end The dreams and scenes revealed to me Makes me feel this place transcends Matarmoro in field of stars And every girl I ever laid Little school girl's flirtin' with me, she's fucking nouveau Ruski 33 In the land where vodka's cheap n'radiation's free Little east European trip Help me lift my heart out of this pit And think it over Ctopodova I've been walking this forest path For several miles on end Seen things I could not conceive An'don't claim to comprehend Graves,n'bones n'singing stones n'stars that say it's alright N'little liza's sippin' her tea wonderin' what will be will be In the land where an H is N and an S is C Little east European trip Help me lift my heart out of this pit And think it over Ctopodova (вообще) Little east European chick help me get my backbone straight n'clicked N’everybody's lookin at me 'coz Я из Англии (спой слова) And Little Baby’s eying her chance she stole the documents she needs to advance я не говорю по Русски можно нам два бокала шампанского. Я хочу мороженое из Запорожья.
2.
Keep on moving Just just strollin’ n' rollin’ In the sunshine just you and I Like walkin’ on air you know you make me feel so fine so fly Just dreamin’ bout the time Gonna make you mine gonna make you mine Hazy lazy shady day made for lovin Hazy lazy shady way made with you Relax and lazy baby just keep on movin’ This feelin’ I feel I know it’s for real And you take me there Yes you take me there So keep on movin’ Just keep on movin’ Relax and lazy baby Just keep on movin’ We’re just strollin’ n'rollin In the good times you and I Your hand in my hand You know I’m gonna make you fly so high Honey kissin’ hands carresin’ Voices laughin’ eyes undressin’ Relax and lazy baby keep on movin Hazy lazy shady day made for lovin Hazy lazy shady way made with you Relax and lazy baby just keep on movin’ This feelin’ I feel I know it’s for real And you take me there Yes you take me there So keep on movin' Just keep on movin’ They said it was a phase But darlin’ I know that it can't be true No it can't be true can't be true Relax and lazy baby I’m in love with you So in love with you I’m in love with you
3.
Spancil Hill Last night as I lay dreaming Of pleasant days gone by My mind was bent on ramblin' To Ireland I did fly N'I stepped upon vision And followed with my will 'Til at last I came to anchor At the cross on Spancil Hill I paid a flying visit To my first and only love She’s as gentle as a puppy And as pretty as a doll She threw her arms around me Saying "Johnny I love you still" Sure she’s Mac the Ranger's daughter And the pride of Spancil Hill I dreamt I held and kissed her As many a time before "Oh Johnny you’re always joking You keep me coming back for more" Well the cock crowe' in the morning He crowe' both clear and shrill And I awoke in California Many miles from Spancil Hill
4.
Grateful Dead They say a stitch in time saves nine But I'm ravaged by the savage claws of time If youth is wasted on the young Cynicism's lavished on the old All you twenty-somethings pushing thirty Merging with the ordinary So strange You leave it chance N’wait on leaps of faith That come once in a lifetime Tyranny of youth The noose Binding tighter and tighter But I’ m more grateful than dead More grateful than the grateful dead More grateful than the grateful dead Was in illicit state of mind Took more than natural time to find A life rhyme I hit the hum-drum Life style An’ for little while Put up a mind block Play the actor I don’t give a fuck Don’t giva a flying fuck All you thirty-somethings pushing forty Still dreaming the extraordinary So strange You leave it chance N’wait on leaps of faith That come once in a lifetime Tyranny of youth The noose Binding tighter and tighter Strange We leave it chance Wait on leaps of faith Come maybe once every lifetime But I’ m more grateful than dead Way more grateful than dead More grateful than the grateful dead More grateful than the grateful dead
5.
EMERALD GREEN STOP! PAUSE! STOP! Think for a minute OK Pause for the cause From the mountains to the shores Emerald green Pure in it’s clarity Dream nature for a conscious reality One people A world nation One nation in a love foundation From generation To generation Rejuvenate Without exploitation Balance and unity Nature’s ingenuity Pause for the cause From the mountains to the shores From the mountains to the shores from the mountains to the shores From the mountains to the shores one nation in a love foundation From the mountains to the shores generation to generation From the mountains to the shores one people a world nation From the mountains to the shores one nation in a love foundation From the mountains to the shores Emerald green pure in it’s clarity From the mountains to the shores dream nature for a conscious reality From the mountains to the shores one people a world nation From the mountains to the shores one nation in a love foundation From the mountains to the shores generation to generation From the mountains to the shores rejuvenate without exploitation From the mountains to the shores balance and unity nature’s ingenuity From the mountains to the shores pause for the cause From the mountains to the shores
6.
How Long? Sittin' here all alone Wondering bout the road I chose Me n'my thoughts on life In the stillness & calm And where should I go now? And where have I been? And is there some meaning In all these things I have seen? N'how long shall l be strong? N'how long shall I go on? Never knowin' the answers, always needing to know Always needing to know Bathing in luxury Back in the shallow west I feel the pull of deeper down Blind faith calls me home And is home where my heart is? Or on some distant shore? And these dreams in the night Should I heed them at all? N'how long shall l be strong? N'how long shall I go on? Never knowin' the answers, always needing to know Always needing to know All the foolish words that I've spoken All the lies that I've told All my promises broken All leaves in the wind now......... leaves in the wind now New seeds I've sown N'how long shall l be strong? N'how long shall I go on? Never knowin' the answers, always needing to know Always needing to know
7.
Keep on moving Just just strollin’ n' rollin’ In the sunshine just you and I Like walkin’ on air you know you make me feel so fine so fly Just dreamin’ bout the time Gonna make you mine gonna make you mine Hazy lazy shady day made for lovin Hazy lazy shady way made with you Relax and lazy baby just keep on movin’ This feelin’ I feel I know it’s for real And you take me there Yes you take me there So keep on movin’ Just keep on movin’ Relax and lazy baby Just keep on movin’ We’re just strollin’ n'rollin In the good times you and I Your hand in my hand You know I’m gonna make you fly so high Honey kissin’ hands carresin’ Voices laughin’ eyes undressin’ Relax and lazy baby keep on movin Hazy lazy shady day made for lovin Hazy lazy shady way made with you Relax and lazy baby just keep on movin’ This feelin’ I feel I know it’s for real And you take me there Yes you take me there So keep on movin' Just keep on movin’ They said it was a phase But darlin’ I know that it can't be true No it can't be true can't be true Relax and lazy baby I’m in love with you So in love with you I’m in love with you
8.
Spancil Hill Last night as I lay dreaming Of pleasant days gone by My mind was bent on ramblin' To Ireland I did fly N'I stepped upon vision And followed with my will 'Til at last I came to anchor At the cross on Spancil Hill I paid a flying visit To my first and only love She’s as gentle as a puppy And as pretty as a doll She threw her arms around me Saying "Johnny I love you still" Sure she’s Mac the Ranger's daughter And the pride of Spancil Hill I dreamt I held and kissed her As many a time before "Oh Johnny you’re always joking You keep me coming back for more" Well the cock crowe' in the morning He crowe' both clear and shrill And I awoke in California Many miles from Spancil Hill
9.
How Long? Sittin' here all alone Wondering bout the road I chose Me n'my thoughts on life In the stillness & calm And where should I go now? And where have I been? And is there some meaning In all these things I have seen? N'how long shall l be strong? N'how long shall I go on? Never knowin' the answers, always needing to know Always needing to know Bathing in luxury Back in the shallow west I feel the pull of deeper down Blind faith calls me home And is home where my heart is? Or on some distant shore? And these dreams in the night Should I heed them at all? N'how long shall l be strong? N'how long shall I go on? Never knowin' the answers, always needing to know Always needing to know All the foolish words that I've spoken All the lies that I've told All my promises broken All leaves in the wind now......... leaves in the wind now New seeds I've sown N'how long shall l be strong? N'how long shall I go on? Never knowin' the answers, always needing to know Always needing to know

about

The second part of a collection of three sets of tracks.

For me these songs are a journal, some is transparent and obvious, some encoded and probably best kept private. It's all true, all real life, all resonate with the memories and experiences which form a few chapters of my life, chapters now well in the past, which formed my present, and will influence my future. To not write these songs and record them would have been impossible for me, I had to do it, it became almost an obsession, and it has taken me down a path far from the main-stream, and ultimately brought me to places - external and internal - where, although at times unbelievably uncomfortable and incredibly strange, are exactly where I should be. Hopefully there are more chapters to come, and hopefully more songs too, the journey is far from over, but the destination is now crystal clear. These songs are not the greatest recordings, and for sure under different circumstances I could have made them far better, but what is key is that I did them to the best of my ability, with what I had available at the time, in amongst all the other things I had to attend to. For me, most important is that they are now out in the world, and my deep wish is that they touch many many people, bringing them some small joy and maybe even some slight insight too. And I wish that these songs help create and enforce positive connections everywhere.

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released March 1, 2016

All recordings © 2014 Nic Briscoe Music

Recorded and mixed mainly during 2012-14 in Brighton, UK and Aldea Baja, Andalusia using Logic Audio Pro X on an Apple MacBook Pro with a MOTU interface, Genelec monitors, Fender & Peerless electric guitars, Taylor & Takimine acoustic guitars, Novation keyboards, and AKG & Neuman mics.

Mastered in Brighton by Nick Lewis at BrightonMastering.co.uk

Art work - Alejandro Alvarez

Logo design - Ursula Feuerherdt

This is by no means a definitive thank you list. So many people have helped me during the recording of these songs, and in so many ways. Some went out of their way to help without me asking, others had no idea they helped, others were there when I asked for their help.

So to begin with deep thanks to everyone not on this list. I will never forget.

Cinzia Bonito Lopez for patience beyond patience, support beyond support, and love beyond love.

My amazing daughter, Jasmine Harmony, just for being her.

Awesome musicians…. Radu Constantin, Graeme Ross, Steve Patterson, and Vera Muse.

Kris Rudecki for his ears!

All my friends in Karma Guen retreat centre for their encouragement and support in particular Filip Goldman, Ivo Lechner, Micha Kramp, Markus Mannonen, Olga Gomez and Peter Gomez.

Mark Stollar for creating creative space.

Jackie Clements for being one of the best life examples possible.

Karim Bouzidi for keeping me on the straight and narrow when I needed it the most.

Ursula Feuerherdt and Oliver Pinelli for their openness.

Neil Brett, for life-long friendship.

Rob Lazell for encouragement.

Ole Nydahl for inspiration.

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